ShinitizuNloveable

Lonely... by ShinitizuNloveable, literature

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Lonely...

9/14/2010 Lonely… Things transpire into shades of shadows, Waiting for something to wallow, Into nothing but an endless stream, Of unconsciousness, Letting things go far without having trouble, Is an early sign of unhappiness, That you can not shed to fear, Living life on the edge, Is nothing like they say, There is fear, Fear, And more fear, That's all it has when you living on the edge, Of where everything can fail or prevail…. You sit there and wonder, If things are going alright, Or they are going to fail right then and there, You sit there alone and still in wonder, If he is going to leave you for someone e

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Aug 4th-09 by ShinitizuNloveable, literature

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Aug 4th-09

Aug 4-09 The rain makes it easier to hide the fact, That I’m crying over you, Why do I torture the fact we would never be again? Why do I torture myself with love? Why must I fall in love all the time? Why couldn’t it be you to stay with me? Why couldn’t it be me to stay happy? I will never know these answers to my questions, In fact I will never know because, It seems that you don’t want to answer, Its you I seek, But your hiding away, I don’t like playing games with this, But in the end, I fail and fail again.

Aug 3rd-09 number 3 and 4 by ShinitizuNloveable, literature

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Aug 3rd-09 number 3 and 4

Aug 3-09 I turn for my blade, Cutting away the lies, Slicing away my memories of you, Spiraling down into the darkness, I open my eyes, I am numb, I start to cry, Blooding dripping down my cheeks, Failing everyone that I held dear, Witnessing my demise. Aug 3-09 As tears drip down my face, I wonder why your gone? Why you left with no word? Why we couldn’t be? So many questions, With no answers, They left me here wanting, The single fragment of your existence, And maybe the answers that fell short, Maybe I didn’t fall out of love with you? Maybe I just had it all? Why must I feel this way? Why cant it all go a

Aug 3-09 number 2 by ShinitizuNloveable, literature

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Aug 3-09 number 2

Aug 3-09 Loving you isn’t easy, When a lot of questions, Keep running through my mind, Keeping me away through the night, Haunting my dreams, Why must I fall in love so easily? Hurt always cutting me deep, Blood oozing out of the creases, I hate the feeling, Of being branded a liar, When I tried my best, Within my powers, To be the best for you, And I ended in, Failure.

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Lonely... by ShinitizuNloveable, literature

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Lonely...

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Godsmacked by ShinitizuNloveable, literature

TO? by ShinitizuNloveable, literature

Jan 13, 2010 Give Me a Reason by ShinitizuNloveable, literature

Why must I come to this? by ShinitizuNloveable, literature

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Why must I come to this?

Why must I come to this? What have I done to deserve this? Why? Why? Why? One day I am with you, And the next thing I know, I'm thrown into the dust, Like a tossed out piece of paper. Alone, Darkness swarming, Crying, Bleeding, Being alone is being afraid. This is why I ask myself, Why must I come to this? <3 Mae ~Don't critize this. Only Good comments please.~

Modern Slaves by ShinitizuNloveable, literature

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Modern Slaves

I turn to cry, But I feel like I'm going to die, Why wont they stop it? I feel like I want to hit them, A rock whispered to me, It told me to flee, Because they were coming for me, Oh, just let the childeren be! It doesn't matter if they're poor or rich, They just make more money off the childeren, There were almost thirty million childeren with me, Waiting and waiting to get our jobs done, The places that we were kept, Were horrible and uncomfortable, But my home is better then this at all.

Fear of you by ShinitizuNloveable, literature

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Fear of you

I hate it, No way I want to have it, No way I want to live with it, You can have it, I don't want it, It is fear. Everyday I wonder why I go through it, I hate it, I hate it, No one knows how I feel, But I kneel and pray, For it all to go away, It is fear. Just let me be, But it wont, It'll never leave me alone, I can't stand it any longer, No one can understand, Please stay away, It will always be with me, My fear is your fear, My fear of you.

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About ShinitizuNloveable

Apr 17
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Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: Colorado

Mother of 2 beautiful children that drive me up the wall!

Married 10+ years and counting!

Personal Quote: I say BURN! And BURN you shall!

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Harry Potter

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everything

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Stone hearth, WOW, Animal Crossing

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Xbox 1, Switch

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crafts, yarn, crocheting

Other Interests

everything that has anime and books to deal with

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Mar 14, 2021

Hey Guys! 2021... I totally suck at updates these days!

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Jan 9, 2019

Irritated

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Today has been an cluster fuck. Seriously. I’m ready to say fuck it to everything. Just pisses me off. I have been going to therapy for over a month now and my therapist told me don’t worry about the next appointment because she already put me on it. Well they confirmed yesterday and I go in today saying NOPE! You don’t have a session today..... given these appointments already given me anxiety already! Waste gas and time for my to get to an appointment that I didn’t have!!!!! People piss me off a lot it seems!! So now I have have to wait 2 more weeks to see her again. I’m ready for fucking call it quits, but I c

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Jan 8, 2019

Moving...

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Hey guys! I am moving in June 2019 and selling my house. I am moving to Arizona. I hope to have a better outlook out there and stop with my depression. Need some actual sunshine! I hope for the best!!!! :D

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jintoya

Nov 29, 2012

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Apr 24, 2013

took you long enough to respond haha

rainbowstar1044

Mar 7, 2012

your welcome dear and beautiful nice name
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girl baby you are so lucky and I am sooooo happy
for you if you haven't any girl name just look this
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elisabeth
angelica
angel
rebecca
christina
miku
lisa
lindy
daisy
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linda
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Her name is Jocelynn

but thanks for the ideas

rainbowstar1044

8 months pregnant and not dealing with their bs...
hey i am sooo happy for you
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