Well i dated Donnie for a little over 4 months and he purposed to me and i said yes. but things were sour between me and him long before he popped the question. I dont know how it happened, but i asked for a break in our relationship and broke off the engagement.

i guess things started when he started to ask me when he saw me, he would ask "are you mad me at?" So eachtime he would ask that it pissed me off. at first it dumbfounded me but then it started to piss me off so i told him off one day. he got sad about it and i pushed it off like it wasnt a big deal. Then eachtime he would be around me i would be just pissed off and angry at him. Then we werent communicating enough...I just didnt know what to do. So i seeked the advice of my family and friends. They told me to think it over very deeply and i came up with a break for a little while. I needed some time alone FREE from him sort to speak.

I broke the news to him and ended our engagement. He took it hard, harder than i realized and about 5 - 10 minutes later my chest hurt like hell. this was the first time my chest ever felt this hurt. Maybe becuase I finally was in love with a person that actually cared for me. I didnt know and still dont.

His sister yelled at me and we had our fight about it and last night she called to apologize for her actions and i completely understood her for what she did and said. ><

So pretty much i have been living one day at a time so I can heal little by little. <3 I hope this works out for the better or the worse. If we can be together than i rather be friends with him.....

Right now I quit burger king and went to Berkots and I love it there. its fun. I almost have my linscense and a car I just have to take the test yay!!